i've finally decided to be kind and stop scaring u visitors by updating this god forsaken space. i noe, its the same fucking puppets everytime u enter this page.
and speaking of tt, congrats to my dear fren on getting herself a baby! though its not under the ideal circumstances that this was announced, i am still very happy for u. dun lose slp over tt issue lah, we'll meet up soon ok? but its weird how ur name pops up when i come across books at work, particularly titles tt run along the line of controlling ur emotions during pregnancy.... ok bad joke.
emotions also ran wild at work for me the other day. i nv really knew how it would be to jus lose it without considering the consequences. now i noe, though nothing really bad has happened right in my face yet. and to think of it, work's not really a popularity contest where u haf to win over everyone to ur side. no, i do not have a problem with tt, though i shd haf realised it sooner.
and i've come to realise tt people ard me are slowly, but surely changing. and i mean apart from some who seemed to have expanded and grew more distant. take tis fren who i've not spoken to for quite awhile and prob the last person on earth i tot would tok to me abt marriage. and there the other nite, he's preaching to me abt the importance and responsibility we have to marry and procreate. and i tot soccer and gaming were the most impt things in his life.
funny it seems im on a roll here, picking up relationships where i've left them. just hope i'll start where i'd stopped.
