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i didnt want to tok abt this intially since it was sth i really couldnt be bothered with anymore. but 2 in a row is quite interesting. im thinking how to elucidate this. ok, its kinda like 2 ppl i knew had, at the same time, chose to turn pissy abt things i could not (or bothered to) fathom and shut me out completely. fine that they would want to turn unreasonable on me when i hadnt done anything to offend. i dun hold it against them cos i have done it too. all the time, in fact. but the difference here is how do one accept an apology when no offense was taken? i dun believe i was bitter, no. just plainly, i no longer could give a damn abt wat they tot. but things dun end off like that, do they? cos just as sudden as they were pissified, they come round knocking on my door. at the same time. again. is this just sheer coincidence or sth else, like a conspiracy? unlikely i noe. but one thing's for sure, im not abt to go find out.

// today is jan 4. 5 jan 4s since. and i still find myself staring at strangers who bears some resemblance.