Austin Scarlett

dear mudpie,

can u believe it?? 10 more days and i'll be seeing u again!! im ecstatic!! ive yet to start packing, but maybe this weekend.. wondering wat i shd bring..

anyway, i was telling you abt this new show on tv - Project Runway. and this is the guy i was telling you abt!

dun u think he look so much like Tom Cruise ala Interview with the Vampire? kekeke.... speaking of tt, i finally manage to get my hands on "The Vampire Lestat" from the lib. Placed a reservation for it for so many bloody weeks and i only got it now! hmmmph! and im like halfway thru the third book already... so poon tin diu rite?? nvm, coming back to my Austin, he won the first challenge with a dress made outa corn husks, isnt he ingenious? needless to say, he's my fav contestant on the show but too bad he didnt emerge the winner.. sighzz... and ya, i just realised i'll be missing 2 episodes cos i'll be with u in adl =( but dun worry, ure more impt than some tv show... kekeke...

yesterday nite, i had a heck of a nitemare... it was quite mou lei tao (it seems all my dreams are mou lei tao) but this particular one was scary.. cos in it, i was attacked by a creature... it was brown and white and HUGE and looked pretty much like a gorilla/ape/monkey.. couldnt remember much details but the creature managed to grab hold of me and i swear it was gonna gnaw my limbs off! it was horrible! in the end, i somehow managed to escape from its clutches.. and my dream ended with me going home on the wrong bus... so mou lei tao rite?! and for this very weird dream, i did a search this morning to help decipher it... and these are the results... quite disturbing, if you ask me..

Search for "Attack"
Always be careful for a period of time (several weeks) after such a dream because it is a warning. If the attacker in your dream is an animal, watch out for that type of animal, but also notice how some people act like animals. If you dream that you have attacked someone, that is also a warning that your ill mood or temper fits may cause you to harm another and bring chaos down on your head. If you are attacked by someone you know you may have to withstand an attack on your character and defend your honor, so to speak. If you are attacked by an animal, be very careful of walking the dark streets or putting your self in the places where you could possibly be attacked by a mugger, etc.. If you dream that you repel your attacker then you will meet with success in your current endeavor, and if you kill an attacking animal then will your life will be saved by a stranger.

Search for "Gorilla"
Seeing a gorilla in your dream, suggests that you may be too "over the top" in your behavior. Perhaps you are compensating for your rigidity and stiffness in your waking life. Alternatively, the gorilla symbolizes your primitive impulses, wild nature and repressed sexual energy.

Search for "Ape"
An Ape is a reference to your instincts and basic impulses. It can be of a sexual nature. On a different level it might be linked to a disappointing, treachourous and tricky relationship.

Search for "Monkey"
Seeing a monkey in your dream, symbolizes deceit people are working to advance their own interest. Monkeys also symbolize a playful and mischievous side of your own personality or an immature attitude. Seeing a monkey hanging or swinging from a tree indicates that you be troubled by young ones. Dreaming that you are feeding a monkey indicates that you are betrayed by someone whom you thought cared about your interests.

so if u dun hear from me for the next few weeks or so, it could possibly mean im not in a very good condition to blog..