depression

dear mudpie,

suddenly i feel very crabby... dun ask me y... one of my mood swings again bah..... rite now im in office, cos still too early to go for my class.... hate having lessons on fridays!! so depressing! imagine its the eve of a weekend and i still gotta go for classes till 10pm!!!! sickening!

anyway, i had chicken spud for lunch today... and since i feel so moody, i bought some chips to cheer myself up... not a wise move for someone who's just recovered from mouth ulcers and on the verge of having a sore throat..... nvm tt..... somehow, i just like to munch on chips when i feel down or stressed.... or listen to some loud and fast music...... usually i'll feel much better after..... funny rite...

i called ur mum yesterday leh... i gd girl hor? hehehe.... toked to her for a while, asking her how she is lor.. cos now KL having bad haze.... but really awkward lah.... lucky it only lasted for 10mins.... muahahaha.........

sian... dunno wat to tell u already.... i need to go off soon.... thinking of wat to eat for dinner.... very sian..... . today's entry very boliao and depressing hor?? okok... will try to sound "happier" when i write next time... gtg now! missing ya! *muackz*

fangzz
~ when depression sets in