Handsome huh?

Handsome huh? =)
actually im referring to vin diesel... muahahaha....

Hairy Biz.....

finally i get to upload this pic.... resolution aint tt great cos it was taken with my hp camera... anyway... i look quite horrific huh? muahahaha...... this has got to be the most outrageous hairdo i have since... ermm... primary sch? i remembered cutting my hair so so so sooooo short in P3 tt i almost looked bald... ok.. this revelation might have been more shocking... =p

anyway, the only reason tt i dyed my hair red was becos of my hairdresser... she had asked me to be her "model" for a hair color competition, saying tt my short hair will be more manageable.... anyway, i tot i'll give it a try and went for the appt with no friggin idea wat she'll do... so i ended up looking like i'm going for some halloween party... hahahaha... actually i love the hair but totally hate the make up.... some make up artitst.... bleh...... and the worst part of it was tt i've to go for a bloody photo shoot.... tt was the most excruciating experience i've ever had! all the weird poses the photographer requested... trying to give the rite expression.... gawd i felt like screaming then... and i seriously wun even consider paying for a makeover....... NEVER!

the results of the competition were never known... i didnt even bother asking... heez... i still remember the slight trepidation i felt when going for work considering my close proximity with the top management.... fortunately (or unfortunately), the colour has worn off... i mean it had to.. tt was done before chinese new year..... hmm... think its high time for another hair cut/colour...... drastic perhaps?

mudpie will be back tmr morning..... yippee! =D

Beaches.... Bitches....

wo de mudpie bu yao wo le.......

he has deserted me for the sun, sand and the sea.....

nope... not the navy...

but the sandy beaches of pulau redang.......

yah, i'll be honest abt it....... im seething with anger and jealousy..... cos the only reason i could not go is becos i've got classes which i dare not even think abt skipping!! hmmmph!! and u got the cheek to msg me this morning... a MONDAY morning... abt how wonderful the place is..... urrggghhh... im fuming mad!! i dun care! u said u'll bring me there (the same promise to kukup).. and u had better keep it! >=(

ok... in case mudpie u are panicking now.... dun be.... im just exaggerating my case here.... =p but trust me to skin u alive if u dun keep ur promise! muahahahaha.......

hah.. so much for the drama there.....

Friday was fun.. i finally got down with mudpie to check out the staff gym and e-x-e-r-c-i-s-e... been aeons since i've last ran.... errmm... save the desperate attempts to get on my bus.... heezz.... anyway, we stayed till abt 730 before heading for home..... oh, and the pool looked sooooo inviting in the evening, esp after a workout...... wished i had my swim suit then.... sighzz... shall we go swimming next friday after work??

woke up with soreness in the limbs the very next morning... but i guess all the exercise have come to naught even before the weekend was up cos we went on a chocolate indulgence at haggen daz's after shopping on sunday... greatest of sin for someone trying to shed some weight..... and the waffle ice cream werent even fantastic..... ok.... to prove tt im serious in this latest endeavour of mine..... i hereby swear tt i'll try my utmost to resist and stand tall in the face of temptations, be it chockies, jollies and/or any form of sweeties......... .d.o.g. be my witness.......

counting down the days you'll be back.......

me and my EE close friend (Wen Hun) 

me, Dept Director and Jasmine 

EE Dinner and Dance 

my classmates and my mentor 

hey hey...

Me just got back from the M'sia cultural exchange trip...so far the trip was fun...i brought some of my CO friends to Kim Garry Restaurant and "记得食" for dinner...and oso brought them to Red Box Karaoke till Midnight with uncle lim...hahaha...fun...

Yesterday nite was my Electrical Engineering Department Graduation Dinner....was fun too....most of us do appreciate the dinner and dance event...coz it can say was our last event in EE...took a lot of photos...and u noe wat? i won a prize during lucky draw...the prize is....is...is a kettle....(-_-)...haizz...tot i can win the grand prize...a 6.3 megapixle canon digital camera...nvm lah...at lease tat kettle is a TEFAL kettle...branded stuff...better than nothing rite?
hahaha...

havnt been writing for quite a while... busy with.. errmm... things... and i'll be busy with lots more in days to come...sad to say tt my course starts TODAY! ahhhh~~ must be becos of april fools' ... and the time-table i just got is real lousy... 3 times per week, mon, tues and fri! 7-10pm!! gawd!! im like a small kid going to kinddygarten.. kept whining abt it to mudpie... "i dun wanna go to sch! NO!!" isnt it ironic tt i have to start sch when mudpie has just finished his exams? seems we cun really spend some quality time together... sighz...

was planning for a trip to australia... relatively cheap airfares offered by SIA... tot we could go over with my mum and sis to visit my bro.. free accomodation and meals.. but since sch has started for me and mudpie is short of cash at the moment... we gotta hold back our plans... wat a waste rite? sighzz... we plan for a trip another time k?

anyway, SEE TAH WEE... u still owe me a few things leh... now that ur exams are over.. its time to start working on the things you promised u'll do!

• decorate the hands of my clock
• get my potted plants done
• the painting for my frame
• print the pic of my bday cake (3 mths late!)
• my treat for doing up the blog!
  

hmmm.. cun think of anymore... but i believe there're still some!

new passport...

yesterday very early morning i woke up at ard 4.30am...why? coz i have to go to M'sia High Commission Embassy to renew my passport...once i brushed my teeth and get change..me immediately ran out of my room then took a cab and rush there....so i think i reach there at ard 5.20am...when i reached there, there are oledi a queue..luckily was a short one...so i faster ran there and get myself a place..so i sat on the floor and started to read my book..(gg to exam liao lah...)..an hour passed..second queue of ppl getting more...than third queue...4th queue and more...at ard 7.30am ppl frm embassy started to distribute queue number..Finally i got my queue...coz last week i went there once..unfortunately i woke up late so didn't get any queue number...so i finish everything at 9.45am...
actuali i dun wana renew my passport so early...but SDAR elected me as the student in-charge for the up coming cultural exchange trip to malaysia..and my passport expiry date less than 6 mths..so no choice loh...tot can either dun wana participate tis trip or relax thru out the trip..haizz..
think tat's abt it...me hav to continue my study oledi...tmr is my 1st paper...wish me good luck lah...

it's been ages since i last done a presentation......... and tmr would be the first one since my last presentation some years ago........ how unfortunate..... how sickening!!!!
and i regret to say its all thanks to my dy dir, who suggested that i shd be part of the presentation team.. i was supposedly assigned by Wei Wei to be the time-keeper.. but Fri evening, just before knock off time, she called and told Wei Wei to swop my duty with Mariam... gawd i feel like Constantine.. u noe, tt part when he's abt to go up to heaven but was pulled back down by Lucifer? its tt exact same feeling....... DAMN! but i guess its still alright... the convention is in a small LT... not much outsiders coming.. just some dirs and DPs... and maybe even the P.... no big deal rite? ya.... NO BIG DEAL...... who am i kidding? gawd!

anyway... complained abt the whole affair to the mudpie after work on fri... was on our way to ikea cos i heard there's a sale.... wanted to get some frames and stuff....... and i saw this lovely lovely light piece.... its soooo pretty! pink and white in the shape of a flower... tot i could put it up on tt empty wall in my bedroom... but mudpie forbade me to buy them.... sighz... he's rite too... i need to cut down on my expenses.... save up for more impt things...
hmm.. went to the adidas sale at expo on sat... mudpie wanted to go there to check if there's any jerseys so i went along with him but was disappointed cos there wasnt much clothes.. mostly shoes.. so it ended up tt i spent $40 on track shoes and $10 on a knitted snow cap... met his two frens from CASSC and jalan a bit before going down to orchard together... nice kids they were... must thank Peishan on the tip for the bag.. keez.. and Jeremy for tt lame but still funny joke.. hahaha..... 受不了..

k.. later still got rehearsals for tmr's WITS convention.... sighz..... hope i dun screw up...

You Aren't In the Best Of Moods

While you aren't full on depressed, things aren't going your way. You may be hurt, angry, frustrated... or all three. Not to worry - you'll be feeling fine in no time.

What Mood Are You In?

crappy mood i guess..... STAY AWAY!

My 26 days of CLASSIC...

Think abt 1 month I didn’t blog liao..Okie..now during tis period...alot of things happen…well I’ll start from the one who impressed me the most….

1. THE NP Chinese Orchestra AGM
Everything seem to be going smoothly during the agm...jus as usual...all candidates listed on the white board..then candidates intro themselves..and blah blah blah...b4 voting all the ppl went for dinner...then the current comm asked me and jeffrey for opinions on all the candidates...blah blah blah...me and jeff commented a lot of our opinions....then everyone went for voting...then annouced the result..rebecca got the highest votes then she is npco new president...i tot tat will be the end...but i was wrong...there were some candidates think they "deserve" for the top post instead of rebecca...so they started to rebel when rebecca annouced the new comm list...they pressured her by saying she not suit for the post and even said the reason why they wan her to step dw is bcoz they wana prevent a disaster *faint*....blah blah...i felt so funny when those ppl react so childish...even some of the graduates supported them...*faint* so old oledi still duno how to think....ppl who got the HIGHEST votes be the president mah...our system is like tis mah...unless the comm change the voting system loh...

Luckily mr chuan and mr sim controled the situation...everything seem to be ok....but when our instructors left..those ppl who think they "deserve" the post..ran away frm the music rm..some of them yeild at rebecca said they dun wana be in the comm...and blah blah...haizz..do u think tis kind of ppl suitable to be the pres and vice-pres?

Something even funny is..those ppl who ran away and said wana quit co...in the end...they came back the comm....wat a coward...now they change their tot...said wana prove tat they are capable...*puuui!!* think rebecca gg to hav hard time wif those ppl...wish her good luck...if got time i'll advice and help her...

2. CASSC AGM
Haizz...another agm again...sianz...reali hate nowaday teenagers...they think passion will win everything...even without capablility oso can do things well....u believe in tat? i'm not...
When the result annouced...u noe wat? aft 25 years of cassc management...cassc got their very first malay pres...WOW...think she qualified for the post...

.....something funny happen again...some ppl not happy wif the their post...then i heard some of them wana withdraw frm the post....WAT THE HEL are they thinking??!!! can't get the post their desired..they wana quit...walao...kids nowadays...*fiant*...some of them even cried...haizz..
I was very piss off!! James was very worried abt tis situation...then i told him i'm not gg to care abt tis anymore...they jus do watever they wan...reali piss!! Then sometime i'm childish oso...haizz...watever lah...gg to graduate soon...jus finish wat i left lah...

3. AP 2005
Everything gg quite smooth...nothing cock up in the middle....1st day of the performance we hav 130+ audiences...where we sold out 390 tickets...(-_-)...then the 2nd day we hav abt 150+ audiences....overall i giv 60 points out of 100 points for tis performance...
NP principle and some directors said our performances very good....think they were jus "ying chou" us only...haizz...

Aft everything...i started to throw all the ap stuff away for some days 1st...but bee started to do ticketing and i&e things on the day aft the last performance...*faintzz*...eerrmmm...wat shd i say? i wanted to approch her to ask her whether she need any help or not...but she seem very fierce...wana talk to her..but she was like replying me in a very reluctant way...eerrmmm...wat hav i done?? untill now she still angry at me....and me still duno wat happen....haizz...think the only chance i can talk to every ap comm on tis thursday meeting...haizz...i'm not gg to involve in performance comm again...coz i think i'm losing my leadership now....

4. My studies...
Think aft i study so many semesters in np..tis is the sem i hav no idea wat i study for....seem like i dun understand everything tat i study....u noe wat? even i dun understand i jus to try to understand and memorise everything as much as possible loh...wat to do? i dun wana repeat...very malu one...

Think i'm a bit tired to study engineering liao...so i tried to apply a new course name Art, Design and Media in NTU....u noe wat? they short-listed me...they wanted me to take their faculty test be4 they reali enroll me....think not tat easy to enter the course...in the test paper they hav 4 qns need to draw and another 2 qns need to write (200-300 words) essay....and then they espect us to finish the test within 1 1/2 hour.....luckily i manage to finish is...but i think i didn't do well in the essay part...they reali test our creativity and story-telling skill.....i can draw but not good in story telling...i noe tis aft i told sweetypie abt the story line i wrote...u why? coz she kept laughing...laughing and laughing....(-_-)....tough course huh...reali hope to enter a art course...

Something i'm feeling weird is the NTU is offering almost the same art course in UWA....but NTU need 4 years to complete it...where the UWA need 3 years to get a bachelor degree and another 1 year xtra for honours degree...errmmm...why ah? hav to ask them loh...

Then i still can't make a decision whether to continue study 1st or work 1st....coz if i continue study, i'll start at work at ard 26 year-old....26 man!! so old oledi...how am i gg to work and save money for my future plan?? u noe lah...buy house, get marry and hav my own kids....and more impt thing is my parents hav to support me till my 26 year old???!! i feel very sorry for them...jus wana help up...but if i start to work 1st..i'm afraid tat i won't wana go back to sch again.....will i?? i duno leh...dam...headache...

5. Last...
today aft sch i came home wash up and rest awhile then went out to buy some grocery...but when i was looking for my sandals be4 i go to buy things.....i couldn't find....then i asked my landlord...u noe wat she told me??....she told me, she tot the sandals look too old and spoiled..so she thrown away!!!!!!! wat the!! she thrown away my ADIDAS sandals??!!! it cost abt RM150!!! and it not even 2 year-old....the only thing she said was...sorry...then she replace it by giving me a RED scholl sandals...so girlly....reali duno wat to say liao...i was jus smile at her...and nothing more...last time she thrown away a pair of my slipers oso...tat one very old oledi..i intend to throw oso...but tis time...haizz..reali wordless lah...she can't jus ask us 1st be4 she try to do anything?? sianzz...think i hav to keep all my shoes under the bed and table liao....


Think tat abt lah....but be4 i end this blog i would like to congrat my sweetypie who passed her advance theory...she reali cool, coz she manage to pass her basic and advance theory in jus one try....not like me....i failed my basic theory 1st time....then i lost my receipt the second time...so the 3rd time i fed up and dun wana take the test in a while...it was jus a shame for someone who have a driving licensen in malaysia...haizz..wat a shame....

So tat's the end of my blog...hope u enjoy reading it sweetypie..and understand wat i'm trying to talk here...=P
Wish u all the best...see ya ard..

been quite a while since i last blogged.... everything's quite stagnant for me nowadays... mudpie's busy with his projects and exams are round the corner ... hope everything goes smoothly for him, pass his exams, get into NTU and do well there...... toking abt NTU... he got short listed for the design course there... so he went for this entry test thingy... and i jus cun imagine how lame he was at drawing the comic strip..... had a good laugh over it.... muahahhah.... anyway dear, try HARDER next time! =P and we also realised tt mudpie would be 26 by the time he graduate from NTU (if he gets in)... and how long more does he have to work for him to save up for future plans? hmmm.... sth to ponder abt........ maybe i shd have a contingency plan.... muahahahah......

in light tt my contract will be up in a year and a half's time... i've decided to take a part-time degree course...u noe, just in case NP decided not to renew my contract! heezz... so i wun end up on a job search with a diploma... anyway, went to the edufair at SIM on sat... its a stark contrast to the openhouse at NP.. NP's practically BLASTING with activities.. pooling watever resources they have.... but i guess its a diff case altogether... NP's just plain KS.. hahzz... anyway, was a bit late for the briefing and had to rush down after my facial apptment... anyway, the UOL programme briefing isnt too informative... i could have read up on their website.... lingered ard for a while and went to submit my application... heard tt i could get a rebate or sth if i sign up during the openhouse period... but boy was there a long queue....... and there's only one counter opened... poor lady.... sometimes i do pity those front line workers, like bank tellers and stuff... how do they cope with the crowds?? remembering how i used to help out at my mum's canteen during holidays.. selling plates of rice and noodles to those freakish kids.... and such a long queue too! there was once my mum didnt feel quite well and went out for a rest and left me alone to deal with those wat i might call terrors.. it was a nitemare...... thank god some help came my way somehow....

oh ya... somebody's gonna give me a threat.... heez... cos i passed my adv theory test! muahaha.. for 3 days of studying, i actually passed it! unbelievable.... would have tot it'll be more difficult than the basic test.. cos seems tt winnie, connie and kacee didnt pass it on the first try... but it was all quite easy actually.... i wonder why.... anyway, think i'll put on hold my plans to get my driving license... cos need to save up for the degree course fees first... see how ba... might wait for another half a year or so before i'll start taking driving lessons... hmmmm... ok dear, abt the treat, i'll let u noe when i've decided ok! =D

i am so dead~

goodness... recently, i'm always in this mad rush to get home, bathe, eat my dinner, et al... it all began with my bro.. who's now at AUS doing his training and living alone... so happened that he got his hands on this particular 28-part HK drama serial from his fren to kill time and get connected once again with the all familiar canto environment at home... he took pains to duplicate the serial and send it to my retired mum (ok.. his mum too..) to help her kill time...... i never took much notice of it in the beginning.... then one fine day it so happened that i've got so much time tt i sat down and watched 1 episode with my mum.. and then another... and another...... and another............................. now its like my time revolve ard it.. when i've got other more impt things to do! ridiculous i'll say! now i've yet to start on my adv theory test, which is this friday evening!! omg~~ and i've oso yet to touch the JAE notes... im so dead................. anyway, decided to take tmr off to study.... hope i wun lose my sanity and watch the serial again......... oh ya... going to the msian embassy with mudpie tmr to renew his passport... hmmm...... i suggested it... wonder its a good idea now.........

hmmm... Saturday was a miracle.... i woke up early... and cooked lunch for mum and mudpie.... muahahahaha~ incredible huh??! ok.. maybe so for mum and mudpie... kekeke..... anyway, i cooked spaghetti and agar-agar.... real nice... the dessert was easy, piece of cake... hahaa... a bit tricky for the main dish though... think i was a bit flustered.. so mudpie had to help with the spaghetti... mudpie prepared the ingredients ie mushrooms, prawns and diced meat.... while i cook the spaghetti and the sauce.... it was near perfection for my first time.... just tt mudpie forgot to drain the spaghetti first before serving... so the sauce was a lil' diluted.... but nvm..... it tastes just as good as my bro's! and tt's an achievement!! heheheehe.......... now wondering wat my next "project" will be.... lasagne? hmm... actually i dun even like it..... hahahaha.......

ok guys, wish me luck in completing my WITS project and passing my theory test... ta-ta!

The 5 Big Reasons

Have been very lazy lately.... VERY.....
1) Updating this Blog : not enthu anymore liao.... all bcos of mr maouren..... ya.. its YOUR fault!! =P
2) Going to Work : today i gotta force myself to dress for work.... and its not like im still sleepy or anything.. i've already got up and brushed my teeth liao... but tt overwhelming power of the great ol' Bum commanded me to get back to bed and forget abt going to work.... BUT! i didnt succumb to the 'dark side' cos i was too lazy to think of an excuse that's convincing to my boss... and for that, i wasted $15 for cab fare cos i'll be terribly late if i were to take the bus.... haizzz....
3) Toking : ya... toking... so dun call me please....
4) SMSing : expect one-word replies from me..
5) i officially have lazy bones in me... dun enquire why... u wun get a reply (refer to pt 3)

wat a long day...

Finally i got a chance to sit down and type my msg in tis blog tat created by my dear fangz. Today or i can say is yesterday, was a looooooong day for me....

Yesterday, 16th Feb 2005-Wednesday was CASSC AP 1st full dress rehearsal. Tot will be ok..after having a small meeting wif the stage managers..i informed them gather all the performers to talk abt how the whole show run...but then in the end a lot of technical problems occur...all helpers duno wat they were doing...mics running all ard the stage...stage manager also losing their control over the stage...and a lot a lot of things happended...
After all the performances....we gather all the performers to have a debrief....tat wat i call the real horror i ever faced...even more horror than horror movies. Gathered all the feedbacks from the performers and graduates....luckily not much of arguements going ard...but i at lease i learnt a damn good lesson....i admit tat i 太小看 AP...i'll keep tis lesson and try to pass down to the next batch....if they reali wana listen lah....
When we finished the debrief, we comm and graduates gather ard and reviewed back all the mistakes tat we did...the whole meeting ended at ard 12am...phew...wat a day..hope tat all my comm reali can learnt frm their today mistakes...and not to repeat it again during 17th Feb rehearsal again....
After this AP i'll advise to all the second year cassc members not to take the AP president position....it's not easy to handdle when u need to control and coodinate wif 5 groups....they almost kill me...

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Besides than AP...actualli me and fangz did hav something happended between us....
The problem is...am i expecting too much frm each other??
Fangzz expected me to be very knowledgable, good in languages, good in managing my own things, spend a lot time wif her and etc....but i'm slightly diff frm wat she expect...i am a person who can't even pronouce "valentine" properly....i always bz wif CASSC and keat hong chinese orchestra...and i know sometime i'll bz until forget to give her a call....it even affect on my studies also-my main purpose of coming s'pore...
As for me....i'm a very simple person..i didn't expect frm me and fangzz anything....a simple relationship....i tried to impress her wif watever i think i can do it....but in the end i failed to make her proud of me...In management committee, i'm a lousy leader...caused a lot of troubles...In Orchestra performance, i'm a small ant...and in study even jialat....can't reali get good marks...frm kindergarden till now nomatter i study or not...my marks also remain so so...haizzz...i reali duno wat's my skills...ppl always say "God let us to stay at tis world becoz we hav something tat tis world need"...but wat i do have?
But nomatter wat......i will try my best to fullfill u..my dear fangz...tis is wat i can do to maintian tis relationship...
anyway Good Nite...and Sweet Dreams....and I LOVE YOU... 　

THIS is wat i call a cute cat!

uh oh.... think i made mudpie angry liao...

sorry dear, i didnt mean it... i just felt it was funny, i didnt mean to ridicule u... i understand all the effort u have put into the present u made... but i wasnt expecting sth so ... errr.... funny? haizz.. dunno wat to say too... i just didnt understand the reason why u would make such a thing for me... tat's why i called to ask.... i didnt call with the intention of making fun of u..... ok? im sorry.....

after we put down the phone, i examined the pen.... its very intricate, though it isnt too 'clean'.. but i see and appreciate the hard work u've put in.. dun angry liao ok?? pls? =)

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!