All I Want For Christmas....

Dear Santa,

i have been a pretty good girl this year.. truly i have. well, if i havnt been, i wun be writing to u now, would i? anyway, getting to the main reason of writing this - all i want for christmas this year is my mudpie.. yes father santa, an air ticket to fly my dearest mudpie back from Adelaide!pretty pretty please? i promise i'll brush my teeth twice a day.. ok, make tt thrice! so please grant this simple wish of mine, wouldnt ya? i noe u've got loads of other wishes to grant, but could u like attend to mine first? cos mine is really simple - all i need is a 2-way air ticket for travelling between Adelaide and Spore/KL from 25 Dec - 28 Jan 2006, preferably at a cost of A$900 ++ (incl. taxes) and i'll even pay for it myself.. how simple can tt be?? i noe u'll be reading this, and u'll give watever u haf to grant this simple wish of mine.. ritey? but if all else fail, could you like pick him up and give him a ride on your sleigh and drop him off at Spore/KL, whichever is more convenient?

Thanks a bunch! =)

Love,
Fangz

New Updates!

in case u havnt notice, i haf sth new on my links page! yup, a travelogue to track our trips overseas and photos and photos and photos! oh ya, creating a separate page also ensures tt i dun overload our main site! kekekeke.. so far i've only wrote abt the trip to KL and Adelaide (half done).. there shd be another one on Bintan, but i have totally forgotten abt the experience there.. and we dun haf photos on it too cos mudpie forgot to bring his digicam/charger! sighzz.. so in any case, i really really hope that we could make it far to blog abt our future trips right till our honeymoon.. kekeke... but for now, the top 5 places we'll like to visit are:

1) Japan
2) Taiwan
3) Hong Kong
4) Thailand
5) Australia

so there u haf it.. let's hope i'll get to strike off some of these items on our list.. and ya, i am so missing u dear! hardly get to see u online/emails/sms.. i noe ure terribly busy with plucking apples and studying.. but u still haf to make time to think abt me okie! kekeke... speaking abt plucking apples, mudpie has found a temp job at a farm in Adelaide Hills.. the pay is quite good u noe, A$99 a day! i think he's earning more than me! so jealous!! but then its really hard work working under the summer sun and peeing in the hills with no proper amenities.. so poor thing! here are some of the pics taken via mudpie's hp..

so there.. i had better finish up on the entry abt my trip, or else i'll end up forgetting most of it!

Winged-Less!

omg! where has my funny half-man gone to??!i noe blogger was down for maintenance this morning.. so i had to turn to kennysia as a substitute for my daily dosage of vitamin H.. which was mediocre btw.. so by noon, blogger was up again but this was wat greeted me.. a sea of pink! omg! watever it is, please come back!

Revamped!

Hi dear!!

how d'ya like the new skin?? =)

ok, i was gg to blog abt my trip but decided to do up the skin first.. ya noe, sth significant happened over the weekend rite? *winks* and i have decided to mark it by giving this blog a new look.. sth like a new beginning/a fresh start/watever u may call it.. yaya, very cliche.. but then... i love it so much!!kekeke... ok, to navigate, just click on the dark green alphabets okie?

luv ya,
fangzz

PS: oops, i think u've already figured out the navigation if u haf gotten to this page already!

THE - DAY

for the umpteenth time, i am to announce that i will be flying off tmr.

and it seems kinda unreal now.

am i in a dream?

so yeah, FINALLY, tmr's the day. and you poor things wouldn't have to read another entry on the anticipation/excitement/crazy ramblings on the over-emphasized ADL trip.

but its really sad that after tmr, i would haf nothing to look fwd to when i wake up in the mornings (work is definitely at the bottom of my list)

sighzz.

please dun wake me up. please.

Happ Bday, Dear! Part 2

dear mudpie,

yeah.. it's your bday today! happy 22nd bday dear! love ya lots! muacks! i got u sth(s) but aint telling u yet.. =P

Hitler says "Happy Birthday" to u too!

ok, today's 8 nov.. another 4 more days to go!! kekeke... do u noe how BLARDY EXCITED i am??! im so excited im losing slp every single night for the past week! ya, although im in bed at 11pm, i get to slp like after 1am cos most of the time i just keep thinking abt how wonderful it'll be to see u!! but then again, those instances usually evolve ard the airport, scenes of arriving and departing.. and in both scenarios, i'll be crying my eyes out... pretty heartwrenching.. do u think it'll happen? hmmm... on a somewat unrelated note, dun u think its so coincidental that i have to travel so-so-so-so far to celebrate ur bday? last year it was by land to KL and now its by air to ADL.. wats next??

anyway, my weekend was spent packing my stuff and its pretty much done... got my currency, visa and all the items you requested for are in my luggage... now i just have to throw in my toiletries and im all ready to go! kekeke... but the thing is, i got so many clothes, shoes and bags that i want to bring! as my mum says, quite exaggerating to having matching shoes/bags for my clothes... but me gg to see my bf wat! cannot issit??! *grumbles* nvm.. i'll just accidently bring my green sandals, and my beige sandals, and my nike bag,and my ........

Happy Birthday, Dear!

Austin Scarlett

dear mudpie,

can u believe it?? 10 more days and i'll be seeing u again!! im ecstatic!! ive yet to start packing, but maybe this weekend.. wondering wat i shd bring..

anyway, i was telling you abt this new show on tv - Project Runway. and this is the guy i was telling you abt!

dun u think he look so much like Tom Cruise ala Interview with the Vampire? kekeke.... speaking of tt, i finally manage to get my hands on "The Vampire Lestat" from the lib. Placed a reservation for it for so many bloody weeks and i only got it now! hmmmph! and im like halfway thru the third book already... so poon tin diu rite?? nvm, coming back to my Austin, he won the first challenge with a dress made outa corn husks, isnt he ingenious? needless to say, he's my fav contestant on the show but too bad he didnt emerge the winner.. sighzz... and ya, i just realised i'll be missing 2 episodes cos i'll be with u in adl =( but dun worry, ure more impt than some tv show... kekeke...

yesterday nite, i had a heck of a nitemare... it was quite mou lei tao (it seems all my dreams are mou lei tao) but this particular one was scary.. cos in it, i was attacked by a creature... it was brown and white and HUGE and looked pretty much like a gorilla/ape/monkey.. couldnt remember much details but the creature managed to grab hold of me and i swear it was gonna gnaw my limbs off! it was horrible! in the end, i somehow managed to escape from its clutches.. and my dream ended with me going home on the wrong bus... so mou lei tao rite?! and for this very weird dream, i did a search this morning to help decipher it... and these are the results... quite disturbing, if you ask me..

Search for "Attack"
Always be careful for a period of time (several weeks) after such a dream because it is a warning. If the attacker in your dream is an animal, watch out for that type of animal, but also notice how some people act like animals. If you dream that you have attacked someone, that is also a warning that your ill mood or temper fits may cause you to harm another and bring chaos down on your head. If you are attacked by someone you know you may have to withstand an attack on your character and defend your honor, so to speak. If you are attacked by an animal, be very careful of walking the dark streets or putting your self in the places where you could possibly be attacked by a mugger, etc.. If you dream that you repel your attacker then you will meet with success in your current endeavor, and if you kill an attacking animal then will your life will be saved by a stranger.

Search for "Gorilla"
Seeing a gorilla in your dream, suggests that you may be too "over the top" in your behavior. Perhaps you are compensating for your rigidity and stiffness in your waking life. Alternatively, the gorilla symbolizes your primitive impulses, wild nature and repressed sexual energy.

Search for "Ape"
An Ape is a reference to your instincts and basic impulses. It can be of a sexual nature. On a different level it might be linked to a disappointing, treachourous and tricky relationship.

Search for "Monkey"
Seeing a monkey in your dream, symbolizes deceit people are working to advance their own interest. Monkeys also symbolize a playful and mischievous side of your own personality or an immature attitude. Seeing a monkey hanging or swinging from a tree indicates that you be troubled by young ones. Dreaming that you are feeding a monkey indicates that you are betrayed by someone whom you thought cared about your interests.

so if u dun hear from me for the next few weeks or so, it could possibly mean im not in a very good condition to blog..

random

yahoo!! i finally went to collect my passenger tics!! =D



and a sneak peak at my new skin.... nice or not?? now all i have to do is find a spot to squeeze in mudpie's pic.... kekkeke....

Site REVAMP!

i am officially sick...... sick of this blogskin. why did i choose it in the first place?? i must be soooo blind...... yaya... dun like then go blogskin.com and get a new skin lah, tok so much for wat? simply bcos i am going to attempt the unthinkable.....behold!for i am gonna create my own skin... yupsy-doodle... my own skin, a one-of-a-kind skin! no more embarrassing clones, i say!this is gonna be soooo great!im psyched up already!im hoping to get it done before 2006!! kekeke....

but for now, please hold on while i engage in negotiation for some html tutorials.....

Wet Hair

Lum Sup Gor Tao v. 1 to wet the head 2 to be in such deep shit that there is nothing you can do to change ur current state ; ngor yi ka hou chi lum sup zou gor tao, mou tirt wui tao lah!

im so gonna add this to my vocabulary. dun u think its so... so abstract? i noe its supposed to be an idiom and all but how in the world can wetting ur head be associated with being in an irreversible state?? i just cun fathom. oh btw, this is cantonese hor, in case some ignoramus pple are trying to figure out the above.

on a somewat related note, i love my accounting lecturer, who's really Karen Mok's brother... but i cun seem to draw any similarities between the two, except that they probably share the same ancestors and for the fact that they are both soooo skinny... kekeke.... i remember the painful lectures i had when i was in np (and still am), hating economics and accounting in particular... i hate it so much i mentally erase off all the knowledge i have gained during the 3 years of study and swore never to touch it again, "NEVER!" i told myself.. but swearing doesnt help a wee bit cos here i am, faithfully attending classes every week without fail and conscientiously taking down notes while im at it... and for BOTH accounting AND economics... how adequate... but this time its totally different.. the lectures are actually interesting! its quite wondrous how Karen's brother could make such a boring subject come alive.. so i pretty much enjoy it.. and also considering the fact that i have willingly opted to do a mgt degree and paying the fees from my own pocket.. it HAS to be interesting....

coming back to the idiom, it was karen's brother who popped it into my head. He was explaining how speculators of the share market sometimes find themselves trapped in a sticky situation, describing it using the idiom. Even though im a cantonese, i was quite puzzled after hearing it for the first time. So on the way home, i asked SuuPurrMom for the definition of this chim-chim idiom.. she explained that in the past when a man decides to retire from the ordinary temporal concerns of the world and devote himself to religion, there is absolutely no turning back once the hair is wet (during the formalities of shaving the hair and stuff like tt)

Puzzled Fangzz : huh?? why must wet the hair leh?
SuuPurrMom : aiyo, its just like gg to the salon for a haircut. the hairdresser will wet ur hair first before cutting it right?
Puzzled Fangzz : hmmm... ya....
SuuPurrMom : so its similar to the monk example, if you were to go to the hair salon, you cannot change your mind abt cutting your hair after having sat down and getting it wet right?
Puzzled Fangzz : errmmm.... but i did..
SuuPurrMom : ........................

so i did. i actually changed my mind after the hairdresser wrapped me up in layers and started spraying my hair wet. reason no. 1 being i was already unsure cos the regular hairdresser i had was busy and i didnt want to wait. reason no. 2 was becos the bloody hairdresser sprayed water into my eyes! wat impudence! i was so pissed i told her i no longer wanted my hair cut, stood up and left. pretty outrageous huh? i guess some of u would too.. i mean she cun even spray properly, wat in the world makes u think she can cut properly?? how can i trust tt she'll give me a decent cut? its MY hair you're tokin abt okkayy??

alrigght alrigght..... im just plain mean.. so sue me.

Trivia!

Trivia!

What do you get when u mix a lil' carelessness with a whole lota excitment and haste at a lingerie fair?

no takers? i tot so too! yaya, not much of a trivia i noe.... so stop rolling ur eyes already! but just in case u're still interested in the ans (u noe u do!), its quite absurd actually, cos it had resulted in a case of misconstrued theft...... well, almost lah...

picture this : u're out shopping at the local hypermart, and say u walk out of the place in a haste to get home... but in tt instant u walk out, the security alarm went beeping and surprisingly, not a single staff approach to check on u. so, would u still stop and check ur merchandise, fully aware that all the goods have been paid for, being the model citizen that u are?

i hope most of u are normal (read: bloody careless) like me to have walked away thinking that the system has gone cranky... but in case u didnt, good for u.... cos when i took out my "loot" a day later, i realised that my lovely purple satin brassiere that i've oh-so-wanted has this chunky and hideous plastic tag attached to it! so ladies and gentlemen, the beeping was not a result of the presumably cranky system, but the hideous tag that was clinging onto my lovely brassiere like a parasite.... gawd, how to wear like that?!

u're probably thinking its impossible tt the security tag hasnt been removed, cos if u've paid for the goods at the cashier, then the staff will have to have it removed rite? ya, i reckon u're rite there. but wat if u've paid for the 3 sets of lingerie at the fair which is held at the atrium? and wat if u decided to shop ard at the actual store and u so happen to see this lovely purple satin brassiere that u've oh-so-wanted but was unavailable at the atrium? and wat if u decided to try ur luck and ask the friendly-looking staff for an exchange cos u desperately WANT tt particular set? and wat if the now-confirmed-friendly staff allowed the exchange? and lastly, wat if u left the store hastily without checking the exchanged brassiere and buying anything else? (all this continues in the scenario at para 3)

Here comes the real trivia guys.

Given the above situation, what would you do?
(Note: Tag cannot be detached with any amt of brute force. Trust me, i've tried it)

a) Wear it as it is
b) Snip it up and sew it back
c) Return to the shop and get the tag removed, but at the risk of being accused of theft
d) Call upon SuperM**

logically speaking, most would choose "C" cos u noe u're not guilty of anything! but then the hassle of travelling all the way downtown just for tt?! i'd rather use the time for better things like slping! so with tt and being the illogical person tt i am, i chose option "D" - SsuuuPurrrMOM! wahahaa~ i can always count on my mom to solve the most knotty situation, and no exceptions this time too! but i never did see how she remove the tag cos i was in the bathroom, and when i returned, my brassiere was lying on my bed, free from the hideous plastic parasite! isnt she like the most amazing mom ever?! kekeke~ and a tight-lipped one too, cos she wun divulge anything to me... bummer...

gawd, i think im sucked of my stamina with this post.... i need some Stupendous Man now...

We Belong Together

dear mudpie,

sorry abt the previous post.... it was really meant to be an innocent joke and oso to let u noe the dire consequences of allowing ur hair to go rampant.... tot u could take it.... but it seems u were quite upset abt it..... ): i even sought a third opinion abt the pic... and got a dressing down too.... (urrghhh! where's your sense of humour, people???) sighz... i guess it was a bit overboard then..... sorry.... but if its any consolation to you, tt person actually tot u looked good, and matured.... kekekekeke..... happy already?? so dun be angry with me liao ok? *tug mudpie's sleeves* if ure still upset, how abt some punishments for me when i come in nov?? and no naughty tots!!

cun believe that in another 4 week's time, i'll be seeing u again!!! *silly grin* i can so picture throwing myself at u with a huge bear hug and give u like a thousand and one kisses when u receive me at the airport! kekekeke..... im so EXCITED! although i've yet to plan on exactly how im gonna get ard, where to go and stuff like tt.. i've
already tot of wat i'll do for the 11 days tt im there....

1. just be physically next to you
2. pluck ur white hair
3. hugs, and hugs, and hugs, and hugs!!
4. feed u food when u're studying
5. fall aslp in ur arms
6. bite u all over!
7. give u my one thousand and one kisses!
8. hold your hands whenever possible

u noe tt last bit on holding hands... i find it quite ironic now... i mean i used to be annoyed with the notion of holding hands when we are out shopping cos for some strange reasons, i feel its quite restrictive and so..... so tied down..... hence i nv did enjoy holding hands although its like such a couple-thing to do..... but rite now, this very moment, i just feel its a total luxury to hold ur hands or even being physically close to you... cos all i ever had from u these past few months are merely your voice and words.... sighzz... i guess i finally haf a taste of having taken things for granted.... and its one long and painful lesson...................

~Baby
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
Coz we belong together~

temptation

i am sorry dear........

so sorrryyy.........

but it was far too tempting....

it was cajoling me... and tried as i might, i couldnt resist it!

please, please, please forgive me......
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you would, wouldnt ya?

i think ur long-lost brother is much cuter.... psst he's famous too!

my cousin farewell dinner 2

This was how my fridge looks like before the dinner...surprise??! haha..

The seafood dinner!!!! yummM!!!

Oysters!! it cost only A$35 for 4 dozens muahahah!!!

Group photo....yah yah...my hair is freaking long rite?...

Wat is this?? Coke? u guess....

The beer mountain!! muahahah!!

it's the begining of the party...

Let's get started!!!!!

my cousin farewell dinner...

Chit chating...and playing cards games...

the funny shot...

We were so drunk...

wat was i doing???

He's down..

I'm down as well.....

Everyone oso down...then who's gg to clean the place??? who cares, rite? hahaha!!

wat a lovely morning!

dear mudpie,

so mum came home early this morning and as always, i rummaged thru her luggage to see wat she has bought... i love rummaging thru pple's luggages when they return from overseas... well, to see wat they got and wat nice things they have bought... hmm... i think i shd consider becoming a custom officer instead! kekekeke.... so she bought me a nice racer back top, a pretty brown cardi which i love so much, and also a lovely yellow necklace too! she also got for me a bottle of rosken body moisturiser and a red adidas bag which i've yet to see cos its at sis' place... but they didnt get the beachwear that i wanted... =( adelaide got sell cheap and nice beachwear or not? and i had expected to see lots of photos, but bro transferred most of it into his laptop and left a meagre of it in the memory card... so disappointing.... double whammy man! bwwaaahh!

and you'll be surprised that i woke up at 730 today, a.m no doubt... heck, i even surprised myself... i mean i was up till abt 2a.m surfing the web and reading my novel... and miraculously, i was up and going after sis woke me up once to go for breakfast... i can still remember how difficult it was for u, or anyone for tt matter, to wake me up... even if it was with the mid day sun burning on my butt, the karaoke blasting, the vaccum cleaner going on and on, i'll still be found lying flat (or dead) on my bed, oblivious and refusing to budge... so aren't you glad you dun haf to go thru all tat anymore? no? oh well... perhaps for the next 2.5 years then...

so! the day had started out miraculously and beautifully, and it will end in the same manner! i will put my heart to reading my lecture notes and barricade myself to keep out all forms of distractions... except come 1230pm, i need to eat my lunch, and also 230pm for the chow yun fatt special on ch8, oh oh, i almost forgot, 430pm too, cos i need to watch zhen qing..... and also 730pm for tt Ben Stiller's movie and also.................

bore-dom

dear mudpie,

how was ur sat? mine has been a long and boring one..... i am dying and rotting from boredom already..... sighzzz.... i think im just too lazy to do anything else besides lying and staring at the ceiling for the whole day.. ok, im kidding there.... actually i have done some housework and watched some tv.. but i have yet to eat my dinner... just too lazy lah... and i have given up on cooking! just look at the pics and u will have some idea of how it tastes... palatable, but there's still loads of room for improvement.. sighzz... i think im just not cut out for cooking... its a wonder i didnt burn down the kitchen... kekeke....

sat's dinner - soup and prawns
verdict - too much veg in the soup and the prawns were too tomato-ish


sun's dinner - bolognaise sphagetti.. ignore the badly cut and decorated carrots pls..
verdict - too much sauce and too little meat!


fri's dinner - chicken wings and hotdogs with potato..
verdict - chicken wings were by far the best though not salty enough for my taste buds.... and the hotdog dish was too dry!


arrghhh!! im so bored its killing me!! i could go cook sth to eat, i could read up on my econs and sociology, i could clean up my table, i could practise my bhangra, i could read my anne rice novel.. but i chose to sink into this... ahhh.. forget it... i shall speak of sth else...

mum's coming home tmr morning! yeah! no more yucky food, no more feeding the fishes and cleaning tanks, no more keeping watch over the car, no more running ard the house naked... oops... did i say tt? oh nvm, im just glad she's coming back! looking fwd to getting my souvenir from mum and sis! wonder wat they've got for me...

ok... im getting gastritis already... think i better cook sth to eat... hmm.. nothing could go wrong with maggi mee i suppose?

updates

dear mudpie,

the other day i was saying tt i'll update you rite? but just in case u forgot:

"been kinda lazy these few days.... i've got loads to tell u, like the gay blogs, this wonderful snack tt i discovered, treating mum and sis to sushi on sat, my first taste of fondue at haagen daz, this humongous packet of chips i saw, shopping for ur stuff, etc, etc..... loads of stuff... but just too lazy to write an entry on it.... maybe this weekend gua...."

so here it is.... since there's quite alot, i'm writing it in point form...

1) Gay Blogs

ya, gay blogs as in homo GAY, not joyful gay... kekeke... yalah, me kaypo lah, read other pple's blogs rite?? hmmph! but the way they write is really really funny, often sprinkling their sentences with a generous amt of honeys and dahlings! can u imagine tt coming out from a man? kekekekeke.... couldnt quite remember how i chance upon this but i was glad i did! sth fresh from wat i have been reading so far.... and its really interesting how they could live double lives, behaving differently infront of their family, colleagues and their gay community....

2) New Snack

This new snack i discovered at the np co-op is really, really nice! $1.20 per packet. i almost went crazy after tasting it! you must buy one and try if you find it in the supermart! remember, the brand's Synder's of Hanover, comes in diff flavours, like honey caramel, honey mustard and onion, cheddar cheese, etc... but u must try the mustard and onion one... u'd like it as much as i did! promise!





3) Sushi Treat

so we went to bishan for sushi on sat.. with ah bee having a whole teriyaki chicken bento set to herself! But i think she liked the watermelon the most.... cos she finished it all and hardly ate the chicken....in the end i had to eat it for her...









eating there, i recalled the other time we were at bugis having sushi.. then i told u abt this really crazy idea i had, sth to do with marriage? kekeke... dun tell me u forget ah!

4) Fondue

remember the other time we were at haagen dazs but didnt try the fondue? i finally did this time! kekeke.... they have these ice cream balls and fruits where u dip into the hot chocolate... ahhhh.... nice!





5) Chips!

i was so excited when i saw this! ya, this humongous packet of jack and jill potato chips! i think it can last me a month!



wahahaha! very cool rite?! imagine if they have real chips in it! it'll be heaven for me!

6) Shopping

ok, i think i've bought all the stuff that u wanted... u check if i've missed anything...



now my concern is how in the world am i gg to pack it in my luggage and bring it over to u... very heavy leh! *pouts*

7) etc, etc

yesterday i met up with connie and the rest for dinner at cineleisure... been so long since i last met up with them... some have switched jobs and some planning to start a biz.... things are moving so fast for them.... haizz.. wonder if 5 years down the road, would we still be taking time off to meet up.....

anyway, i wore my new skirt yesterday... nice or not? all my colleagues said it was nice, even the dir said she liked my skirt... kekekek.. hope she didnt find it too casual for work... =p



gah... wat a long post... or shd i say alot of photos.... ok, i gtg prepare my dinner le.... yup! im cooking my own dinner! im trying my hands on sweet and chilli prawns with tomato... let you noe how it goes next time ok? *muackz* and ya, today ch5 is showing Powerpuff Girls : The Movie at 7pm! so i'll better start cooking now! tata!!

smoochies,
fangzz

Nite Out

Dear Mudpie,

So here are the photos that u've asked me to upload. Errmm.. think it was some korean bbq dinner with your flatmates? or classmates? aahhh... watever lah.... u noe hor, the girl in green look so familiar! like someone i noe leh... just cun attach a name to tt face.... *ponders* anyway, ur guy frens not leng zhai one... chey!

seriously, i think u have gained weight!! just look at those horrible fats ard ur neck! and those cheeks! even the fingers look fleshier!! yikes!! and ur hair is so bloody long!! u look absolutely, terribly, appallingly horrendous! *gasp!!*

ok, im being very mean and overly exaggerated there.... u just dun look ur best... so u better go and cut it soon ok? *pats head* i noe A$15 for a haircut is too much.. but then i cun tolerate long and unkempt hair! where is the leng zhai dawei i noe?? the neat, cropped, gel-ed spiky hair tt i fell in love with last time?? (and oso the person lah.. kekeke..) where is it??!

ok, if that is not reason enough for u to get it professionally cut, then how abt this: i'll bring along my pair of scissors and razor when i come visit u in nov... and i'll help u cut ur hair, free of charge!

so now dear, do u wanna spend A$15 on a proper haircut by a professionally trained barber or risk losing ALL ur hair by a noe-nuts-abt-cutting-hair girlfriend?

u decide.

love u still,
fangzz

dear mudpie,

been kinda lazy these few days.... i've got loads to tell u, like the gay blogs, this wonderful snack tt i discovered, treating mum and sis to sushi on sat, my first taste of fondue at haagen daz, this humongous packet of chips i saw, shopping for ur stuff, etc, etc..... loads of stuff... but just too lazy to write an entry on it.... maybe this weekend gua.... right now, i just want to be boring and cynical........

it seems tt we havnt been keeping in contact for quite some time... or so it seems..... emails stopped, seldom see u on msn, the no. of calls are dying.... and i am wondering wat has happened.... maybe the both of us are too busy to keep in contact, or we just dun bother, maybe the feeling has died, or maybe, most possibly, tt im just being paranoid again...... sometimes i wonder if all this will work out the way we want it to be and as much as i'd like to be optimistic and positive towards this, insecurities creep in sometimes... and its devasting to noe that you aint here for me when there are times i need someone to turn to, to share my joy with......... i noe all these could apply to you as well, but its just that i really really hate the situation we have here.... and it seems there's no other way around it..... if i could have one wish fulfilled... i would ask for lots and lots and lots and lots of money so i could fly down to adelaide and get my degree there...

sighzzz....

okok, i hear u screaming

its just a tot, just a tot..................

15 years ago
- I was 7
- Attended primary school
- Climbed on mum’s back

10 years ago
- I was 12
- Enrolled into private high school
- Switched to government high school
- Studied Malay

7 years ago
- I was 15
- First time traveled on airplane
- Visited Perth
- Started to woo girl

5 years ago
- Fell in love for only 1 week
- Failed 6 subjects
- Created big hoo-hah during comm. meeting
- Attended sis Master Degree graduation @ NSW

3 years ago
- Studied South Australian Matriculation
- Traveled to Singapore to study diploma
- Joint Orchestra
- Fell in love
- Attended friend’s funeral

2 years ago
- Became a president
- Worked part-time
- Performed Duet
- Learnt to play mahjong

1 year ago
- Became a vice president
- Gained working experiences
- Traveled overseas with NP

Half year ago
- Lose most trusted friends
- Organised a disaster performance
- Performed solo
- Graduated from NP
- Argued with dad

2 months ago
- Can’t attend graduation
- Enrolled into Uni of Adelaide
- Traveled by plane alone
- Home sick

Now
- Studying for exam
- Learning Aussie English
- Learning to cook
- Making new friends

the painful wednesday...

Today is the third day of my 2 weeks break. This few days I was busy studying so that I will manage to catch up with my course and my exam on nov. I was very worry abt the exam.

Yesterday went to the uni gym wif my cousin, actuali I need to apply for membership b4 I use the facilities, but my cousin is the expired member so I try to sneak in wif him. Haha! Bcoz he only paid A$60 for 3 months membership and he never renew after that…tried to do some exercise now, coz one of my housemate said I’m getting fatter…haizz..think I ate too much during the winter season. Anyway I think the gym workout was considered as a good exercise…I sweated quite a lot. And today my muscles are very pain…think tmr will be worst. You noe wat? I saw quite a lot of ang mo
HOT chicks..hohoho..oooohh…they were so hot…hahah!!

Last Sunday was the mid-autumn festival, tot not gg out on that day, coz I so called celebrated it on the Saturday nite by eating some mooncakes wif some of my housemates…strangely, most of them who join us are not Chinese. They are Japanese, Indonesian and Korean..haha! so me and my cousin tried to have some story telling abt the beginning of the festival…it was tough for us…coz we were telling in English…and some of them can’t really understand our “masinglish” – (m’sian and s’porean English), having some hard time telling the story…anyway it was fun. Oh yah…on the Sunday morning I received a phone call frm my classmate, he ask out for dinner for mid-autumn celebration…so I went out for Korean BBQ, it was quite weird to have BBQ during the festival but it was fine for us. The restaurant was full of ppl…but I dun think their foods were fresh enough and I have to pay A$20 per person. Think the restaurant next door is better, although we have to pay A$25 per person, but we are paying for the better services and meal. I think is “worth” it…coz I still think is very expensive…A$25 is almost my 2 weeks of food expenses in Australia…

Sweetie pie, you pretty good hor…still remember so many things abt ur past history…I think forgot most of it for the secondary sch memories…most of it are during poly. Let me think abt it first and I will post the history of mine…so see ya! MUACK!! It’s getting warm tis day in Adelaide…think by the time you come it’s oledi nearly to summer and will be hot and windy I think…

THREE SNACKS I ENJOY:
1. jack n jill chips
2. yan yan chocolate biscuits
3. sour cream pringles!

THREE THINGS I WOULD NEVER WEAR:
1. leotards
2. hot pants
3. g strings

THREE PLACES I'VE LIVED:
1. s'pore,
2. s'pore,
3. and s'pore....

10 YEARS AGO I:
1. was 12
2. was tomboyish
3. was a bball fanatic

FIVE YEARS AGO I:
1. was 17
2. had loving friends
3. was a cannot-make-it-but-happy cellist

TWO YEARS AGO I:
1. fell in love
2. couldnt attend a fren's funeral
3. became insane

ONE YEAR AGO I:
1. was thrown into a pool for the 1st time
2. became an aunty
3. found a decent job

YESTERDAY I:
1. slept till 2pm
2. chatted with mudpie on the phone!!
3. celebrated mid autumn festival

TODAY I:
1. was punctual for work
2. ate breakfast
3. will nap

TOMORROW I WILL:
1. not pon my POA class
2. pay my bills
3. blog a meaningful entry

Travel Guide

dear mudpie,

yeah! i got the brochures which i requested for today! have u got urs already?

compliments from the good ppl at South Australian Visitor & Travel Center







too tired to read thru it... i have been out for the whole day from 10 - 11.. am - pm that is.. ya, had wanted to slp late today, but was dragged out of bed by mum to go toa payoh.. would have continued slping if not for my favvie hokkien mee.... and i am simply amazed at how i could manage to find such cheap clothes there! i bought the red Princess top at $13, the green spag at $10, and the black and light green plain tank tops at $1 each! $1!!! errmm... the skirt's a bit ex lah.. so i wun tell u how much... kekekeke....





i am thinking of designing the plain tops myself, u noe, getting some materials and sewing them onto it.. but first, i gotta think of the design.... u want to help me out with it? hehehe...

ok.. i am gg to slp now... so tired! but i have to tell u abt the visit to chinese garden for the mid autumn festival... well.... in my own opinion... it totally sucked! we stepped in and instead of hearing joyous music, there was this eerie sound which had the effect tts synonymous to nitemare on elm street.... and walking in further... we could see fake skeletons hanging on the trees.... yes, SKELETONS! wtf! totally spolit the atmosphere! i could go on and on abt it... but then on second tots, "i think i shd go and slp**"

hugs,
fangzz

** i still think it wasnt tt funny for u to laugh so hard! =P

busy busy

this week is crawling man! must be all the classes and exam duties...

0600 - 0630 Wakey wakey!
0645 - 0745 Travelling to work
0800 - 1730 Work, work, work!
1900 - 2200 Study, study, study!!
2200 - 2230 Travelling home
2300 - 0600 Zzz-Land

and the cycle repeats itself...... bleh!! totally hate it~ but am i glad tt today is.......

*drum rolls*

FRIDAY!!!

hurray!! *throws confetti*

i am so gonna wake up late this weekend for i am deprived of my beauty slp! dark circles and pimples are starting to show!! am getting home so late these days tt i dun even haf the time to do my daily work out and skincare routine... boohoo.. my skin's so dry now! and when they get dry, it starts to get itchy.. and when it gets itchy, i'll scratch! and we all noe scratching's no good! see how a hectic week can be so detrimental??

and i want to thank my mum for driving me home for the past 3 days!! she's the greatest!!!! i am so thankful to my mom and my bro's car .... heheheeh..... cos i get to reach home at 1030 instead of like 1115~ hence, i promised her a sushi treat this sat for obliging to my selfish request...(^c^) mum and sis will be gg to brisbane this month end! for 1 week!! which means no home cooked meals!! ahhhh!! and the most infuriating part is, the car is left unused!! gawd!! i seriously need to take up driving lessons man! i can only imagine the joy of driving to and from work, without the hassle of the long wait for buses.. sighzz....... i can only imagine.........

hmm... i realised.... tt the counter in this blog is jumping... quite unexpected for i never did inform anybody else of its existence, cept for a couple of close frens... i wonder........ so stranger, if ure reading this, drop us a msg ya? i promise i wun bite if u're nice... teehee....

craving for cheese!

dear mudpie,

geez... i ate so much i feel like puking now.... so wat did i ate? errmmm.... a yummilicious tuna and cheese melt sandwich coupled with mayo and fresh lettuce.... (sounds like a tv ad.. hahaha...) no doubt fattening and sinful, its still heavenly in my opinion........ sometimes i think im so easy to please , i mean just give me some food and i'll be contented... hmmm... think im the kind of person who'll never get past the 1st few levels in maslow's hierarchy...... dun believe?? mudpie... isnt it an easy job being my bf? *threatening stare* ok, i feel the dotty effect (ie "..........") now as im saying this... haizz.. nvm.....

ping!!
*waiting for my honey dew!*

ping!!
*chatting with you via msn now!!*

duh........ I AM BORED............................................

oh yah, i got classes today, every tues - thurs......haizz... i am so depressed at this point of time...... :'( y do i feel so demotivated?! i NEED sth to perk me up!! errmm.... sth like money?! expenses paid shopping spree??! holiday??!! my mudpie!!!!!! bbbwwwaaahhhhhhhhh~~~~

actually, i was thinking..... am contemplating to....... to..... to..... to......

ping!!
*my honeydew is here!!*

ping!!
*munch munch munch*

where was i? oh ya, was saying i was contemplating to go KL on my own..... u say can or not? just a short trip nia.... no big deal rite? then i've been there for like the hundredth time... i shd be able to take care of myself.... hor?

ping!!
*wei wei sent me this link.. must see!! http://www.catpetpet.com/movie/funny_cats.wmv*

cute cute cute cats!!! i love cats!! somehow, its strange how i can turn from loving dogs to cats...... and insanely in love with them.... its like i see them everywhere...or better still, hope to see them... i once mistook a garbage bag for a cat.... so embarrassing... too bad mum dun allow me to keep them as pets.... bleh!

ping!!
*u just went offline =( *

oh, YC's bday is coming soon.... in case he's reading this, happy bday in advance! hmm.. the other time he was telling me he'll be coming back to spore in oct? or was it nov? then i can get him to join us go KL with TZ and his gf... hehehe...

gawd, im feeling hungry.... and craving for cheese again! cheese, cheese, cheese~~ *chants*

i hate exams!

we all noe japanese invent the weirdest things, useful to some sense, but totally ridiculous.... its really a thin line between ingenuity and insanity... received an email on some of the inventions... like this one...

is it me or wat? i find it really creepy! kudos to all the horror films tt they make but this freaked me out without even trying!

this seems more realistic... but then for ppl like me who's weak in holding chopsticks, think it'll be too heavy to hold with the weight of the fan and batteries...

ah hah! this is wat i really need rite now! heehehehe.... mudpie, u get one for me and maybe i can consider chucking away my greenie.. wahahaha....

speaking of tt... there's another hole in my green cushion... the kok kok that i always play with.... so sad! but its quite amazing, i mean i've been using tt cushion for donkey years and its still in quite good condition, save the tiny holes and drool patches (!) it'll definitely be my dowry when i get married... wahahahahha....

cun believe im here in the office today, a saturday! and i had to force myself to wake up at 615 in the morning, on a SATURDAY!! is tt pathetic or wat?! urrrgggghhhh!!

i hate exams!!